just been really busy lately...

but i promise...

i'll come back...

and when i do...

i'll make it BIG!



don't mind me, i just miss you guys

thanks for all the faves and the page views as well, even if i've been lurking for almost a year

btw i just want to share my best friend's gift artwork for me

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damn she's a CRAZY GENIUS!

and i just LOVE this drawing...

why? because it's from her and it's truly AMAZING!

i also got to chose what she'll draw, haha any resemblance? LOL

just kidding

ARIGATO SAIFONG-KUN

whutelese?

I'll greet my boyfriend as well

AISHITERU SWEET AND HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY

I'm scarred

oh well i have a wound on my face... i hope it heals fast and won't leave a noticeable scar

gotta live with band-aid for weeks i suppose

what else

I'm scarred deep within too, a lingering sign of the damage caused by myself and others as well... yes it is healed but sometimes that mark reminds me of the pain again

haaay what a good way to start the new semester... i feel defeated

<sub>A green-eyed monster

You may notice it or you don't

It's totally up to you if you'll unleash that monster within

Or stop it by assuring the heart of what it seeks for...

She knows it well that there's an evil beast within but she has a pure heart and will do what it takes to tame that monster inside

She may choose to stay and hold on, silently suffering the wounds of battling the monster within her

Or she may drift away, far away...

Finding solitude and peace on her own

And when that time comes, the green-eyed monster will be there no more

Because she won't feel any love at all.</sub>





Drama? I wanted green-colored graded contacts so I can see well and won't have to wear my old eyeglasses. That's what I mean by being a green-eyed monster



LOL

I'm now working on a new vector art and I must admit I'm being rusty & slow... That's true dormancy!

and

who love's plurk?

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because as of the moment I love plurking!

I really feel shitty today...

I think I have bipolar II



I believe i'm the one who has the problem here...
because recently i can't handle stress that much, i break down easily and i'm also highly-anxious



I miss smiling genuinely

and

being able to share that happiness I have to others

I wish i can stop my mind from recalling and re-experiencing traumatic & depressive events

I want a peaceful state of mind

and I also want to pass my Oral Revalida Exam on Tuesday...

Lord please help me

My recent escapades:

>My make-over session by the most sought after make-up artist of today, Jigs Mayuga of L'oreal Paris

-too bad i don't have a copy of our picture together after the make-up session but i wish he'll post it on his multiply account if not it's okay for the experience was nostalgic, that was my most beautiful day ever, top it off with a nice sunday date with my uke Now i'm inspired to pursue my dream before of becoming a make-up artist haha any volunteers?

>A month of poor health and illness

-been sick for the whole month and aside from that i'm still experiencing lbm for almost 2 weeks Been submitting myself for check-ups and laboratory exams, i'm almost a suki at the medical city haha but i'm doing okay now, better than last week

>Kikay times with my near golden mommy

-It's my mom's 50th Birthday on September 5, gawd i still have to buy her a gift I told her to get a new haircut and she did LOL the "rihanna haircut" suits her though with that haicut she'll look younger and we'll be mistaken again as sisters I also shaped her brows and give her tips on make-up and now we're bonded as ever, sundays will be our UBE day

anyways I'm thankful to the Lord for the blessings that He's gracing me. Thank you Lord

tagged by

40 little Secrets
Be honest no matter what.

1. Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
Ate Kmae, Krini & Pat
2. Where was your default pic taken?
- my room
3. What's your middle name?
- febre

Where's 4? yeah where’s no.4??
I’ll make no.4 question. What’s your fave number and why?
-11... just because

5. Does your crush like you back?
- yes
6. What is your current mood?
- need to defecate...damn LBM
7. What's your mom's name?
- Consuelo
8. What color shirt are you wearing?
- pink
9. Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
- definitely
10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
- yes
11. Have a crazy side?
- im always on the crazy side LOL
12. Ever had a near death experience?
- yeah
13. What is something you do a lot?
- yawn
14. Angry at anyone?
- maybe
15. Do you wanna see somebody right now?
- yes please...
16. Do you like drama?
-yes but for now i want some humor in my life haha i've been experiencing too much drama lately
17. When was the last time you cried?
- last month? haha don't want to go through it again
18. Who would you do anything for?
- my family, my significant other and my closest friend
19. Who is your hero?
- Jesus
20. What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
- Eyes and lips
22. What's your biggest secret?
- biggest secret nga eh
24. Would you ever take him/her back?
- no
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
- hell yeah! i still watch pokemon
26. What are you eating or drinking at the moment
- yakult
27. Do you speak any other languages?
- Aklanon
28. Whats your favorite smell?
- my uke's scent, Pretty in Pink by Victoria's Secret, Vanilla by Bodyshop & Watermelon by Penshoppe
29. Describe your life.
- Inexplicable
30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
- Yes
31. Do you like the rain?
- Yes, because it reminds me of the happiest and saddest moments in my life.
32. What are you thinking about right now?
- How can i submit my stool specimen at medical city before going to school
33. What should you be doing right
- studying for my oral revalida exam
34. What is your favorite memory?
- when uke confessed to seme
35. What are you listening to?
- The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice
36. Who was the last person you told I love you ?
- Jaime
37. Who was the last person you yelled at?
- My dog bhie because she's barking like crazy
38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
- No. maybe a bit reserved for the first time but with my uke haha at my most usual "makulit" self.
59. What is your natural hair color?
- black
40. Who was the last person to make you smile?
- My bitch Toffee haha we always have fun together

i'm tagging everyone